Sometimes I wonder.. Why do we always think we're fat? Even I am guilty of being obsessed with my own weight. In fact, i'm a complete freak about it. Yes, i'm one of those small girls that you want to slap by calling myself fat but in my opinion..I'm not small at all. I know. I know. I'm one of the many people you want to slap. I get it. Sometimes I wonder however. I weigh 134ish nowadays. Last time I checked at least. I'm not too proud of it because i'd like to be 120 and 110 again but some people can't be bean poles. It's not that I think i'm REALLY disgusting but to be honest sometimes I really think I am when most girls tell me they'd kill to have my "hour-glass" body. BJP - Do you guys ever worry about your weight? I'm sure no one is overweight on this board from what i've seen but i'm even more sure someone out there on this friggin forum hates their weight. Everyone hates their weight at some point in time. Most people tell me I don't need to lose anymore weight and if I did i'd be gross then you have people like my sister (sadly, she is weighing more than me nowadays! haha) who used to always tell me I could never be a model and that when I sit down there couldn't be anything visible on my belly. I have a little skin there but not much =/ Weight doesn't really matter when it comes to other people but when it comes down to myself, i'm a freak. It's just so weird. How do you guys feel? I'm not upset or anything. Just rambling. I have nothing to be upset about. I'm just human.