Not one to be so emotional but it feels as of late whenever I am actually happy or anxious for some reason someone comes around and destroys it. I believed in the fact that you can make your own happiness. But I am not so sure anymore. I got my son two puppies on his birthday. Well one was mine and the other is his. We argue over our cat so I figured two instead of one. EVERYONE, I knew had to say something about it negative. I was happy. My son was. Then POP. Gained a lil back but it is hard. Plus I walk more now. Started working at McD's which I needed a job that won't mess with my school work. Was happy. Working. Stress from bills gone. And here comes people I know and their talk. POP. So annoying. Took a while to not care. Have a feeling an ex will appear. THAT will be fun. Couldn't wait for next semester. Less work and crazy hours. Then POP can't take the courses I want to with my friends. Which isn't my fault my adviser the worst. Don't talk to her at all until now. Need schedule done so I can get my work schedules fixed. Can't do that. I normally don't let things bother me like this but when it adds to stress then I do. Which all do. But that is life. Trying to make a better life for my son and me is getting tough. Let's just hope his useless father doesn't come around. Happiness sucks.