Creative Writing My emotions are let out in this.

I'm sitting here crying at my computer. Why? Almost a year in a half ago my daddy died. Everyone knows that, but the worst part is..I went away on a church trip the day he died. He died 9:00 that morning and I got home 12:00 that night and found out..I can't remember one minute of my childhood without him being in pain or being sick..and that's what hurts the most.

Memories

She can't remember his face any more
Deep inside that's what she's looking for
She can't recall some of the fun they had
and all the times she said "I love you dad"
not even the eyes looking down on her
When she was brought into this world
She tries so hard to have one picture
Just one image of him sitting with her
She can't bring herself all the way
Back into those hospital plagued days
That's the only thing her mind recieves
The only thing her heart can believe
That her daddy was dying her whole life
He never could get up and kiss her night
He never was able to hold her close to him
Just try to smile through all the medicane
That's the only memories she'll ever have
Just sitting in the hospital waiting on dad​