Why!!!

It's something that's been weighing on me heavily for the last year or so...

I want to leave on a good note, with a very optimistic view of B.JP which for some reason is rapidly fading away into he dark abyss of nothingness...

I actually think it's time I disappeared for three months and then came back like I always do. It helps me keep my sanity.

I love my Mother boards just as much as the next person, and I feel like I can't do anything to help it....

but then again that doesn't make any since...

why leave something I want to help...I'm conflicted... confused and even more so tired.

Since there isn't anything I can do to help. The only thing that's keeping me here now is the members, the very few who are still as loyally active as they can be.

I'm sleepy and my thoughts are jumbled.. good night.

 

So let's give BJP. A

So let's give BJP. A Rebirth.

 

there has to be something

there has to be something else in your mind girl...

sometime just tells me you're living hell right now