a LONG entry for you guys/ here's to you Kenneth Micheal Henry

OK this will be a long entry, explaining whats when on this year. And what i've been feeling.

Well so far, i've had a pretty rough time. My mom's becoming more and more abusive every day. I've got in many fights. Heres a good list of some things

My happiness ~

1. Me and Mike got together, finally. We were happy for awhile, depending on each other. We still do, but for now we'll stay friends till' we can get control of ourselves enough to have a solid relationship
2. I got sent to COMPASS school, which is boot camp almost. I love it, i want to be in the service baby.
3. My name is out through all of Brewton. Typically acknowleged as the bad girl, drughead, fighter, little shit. ^^ = loving it
4. I got called a little shit by all my HENRY family, my Pitts family called me a trouble making little bitch
5. I got pregnant
6. I dyed my hair aulburn
7. I'm not as much of a "whore" as I used to be
8. Getting more sleep
9. KoRn got a new albulm out called " See you On the Other Side"
10. I'm getting through to people online that i'm a complete pervert.

My sadness ~

1. Me and Mike broke up
2. Me and Nightmare (hahahahahahah) broke up
3. Me and *cough* broke up, still friends though. No need to mention his name
4. I thought KoRn broke up ;.;
5. My dad's death finally started to hit me in a negative way
6. Mom's being more mean every day
7. My Follow The Leader albulm broke * criiiiiiies*
8. I lost my baby, thanks to myself
9. Losing weight, now = 120 ibs. oh dear..i'm bellemic
10. My addiction to certain things are getting worse

So far these last two years, i've been through quite alot. I never whine or complain or say I have a worse life than anyone else. I'm thankful for being alive. I smile even when i'm feeling sad. That's the way I am. I'm proud of myself, and I love myself. Even though I am obviously imperfect, everyone is.
And I get satisfaction from it. I am beautiful no matter what they say, words can't bring me down ~ Christina Agulaira.( or whatever) I like my hair, I love how when I smile my face looks less pale, I love my laugh, I love my clothes, I love my obsession with KoRn and Ryou Bakura, I love that I like to sleep, I love that i'll never be able to quite let Michael Pettis go, and I love my lifestyle. Nothing will ever change that, and for now that'll make me happy. For once I am happy, I know my dad would hate to look down and see that the life he left for me isn't working. I have a nice house, clothes, and food. That should be enough, I may get pushed around, called names, hit..but it doesn't matter any more. I'm alive, and i'm gonna stay that way. No one can take away my will to live any more than anything else i've said. I mean my dad prayed to god every day in his bed to keep him from dying from Cancer and i'm sitting here without any thing wrong cept' a few heart problems and probaly a kidney stone and i'm wishing i was dead. Dad had it worse. And he deserves recognition...

* lifts up a drink* Here's to you Kenneth Micheal Henry. Rest in Peace. A living legend, forever in our hearts.

Love,
Tiffany Dawn Henry