am i falling for him already??

ok. my boyfriend and i just broke up two days ago. i just met a guy named Riz saturday on the internet and we have been talking on the phone together ever since like there is no tommorrow. i love my ex-boyfriend and i always will. he will always be in my heart. he still has my heart. i have grown alot during our 2 year relationship. but now i think i am falling for Riz, and i have never even met him before. i mean, yeah, we talk on the phone and i have his picture and we get along great. but i have never seen the guy in real life... you know, face to face!!!

this is the first time i have not talked to him all day. i usually talk to him at 2:45 on his break from work. than at 5pm when he is done working. but today he is working two jobs. he wont be home till 10pm. i have been thinking about him all day. that is all i have been doing since our friendship started. but i think i am falling for him and here is the proof.

i forgot that Riz was at work until 10pm and my friend Kit, who is also friends with him, said,"hey Jackie! Riz is online... he wants to know why the phone is busy..." and hearing that, my heart beated faster. i got happy. i was so excited! but then i remembered he was working and i called her a lier and she laughed.

am i really falling for him? or am i just infatuated with him? or is it just plain desire? God, help me!!