Recreation An apology..

Dear members of M2A,

I would like to apologize for everything bad I did; I congratulate BloodBerry in becomming a mod, and through that, I noticed that I might've acted in a none sense matter, mostly I wasn't able to say what I exactly ment, and I was being misunderstood because of that.. I am sorry for my lack of language and I am working on making it better, and start to think before acting..

Sometimes when I face lots of downs in my life, like everyone else do in here, I tend to lose my temper (got that from my father sadly), but I'll work on not letting it get in here and throw my anger at it. And I do admit that I am a freaking spoiled brat, and you can find that from my behaviour , though I am the oldest, but I've been spoiled somehow..

You know, it hurts me when I am being hated by someone, but that cant be helped can it? But I'll appreciate your thoughts to make me improve myself.. That was a huge burden on me that I wanted to let it go, I wanted to say that along time, but I've been lazy (as usual) to even think of what should I say, but right now, words are kind of throwing themselfs here..

In the end, I am sorry for being a spoiled brat, I am sorry for not loosen up a bit, I am sorry acting all big and stuff, I am sorry for everything I did and mostly I am so sorry for making this too long for you, but I appreciate your efforts in reading a messy post like this one..

Can you find it deep down in your heart and forgive me?

 

there's nothing to apologise for, as a parent as a teacher as a moderator as a referee as a coach as a etc. you'll always get people who dislike something you have done or something you haven't done or you'll get people who are jealous and lie about you or people who just don't like you. That's life and the nature of humans. if anything, you should get rid of this thread. why apologise for doing your job? arguments are part of life, confrontations make you stronger. live on. peace.

 

thank you zanza.
and yeah, there really is nothing to be sorry about. i mean, you aren't the first to go off on the board, and you probably won't be the last. i know i did that. and i know i had a few people upset at me, and i'm sure there's still lingering feelings about it too.
just remember, when you're feeling down, sunshine has been proven to be healthy for the human body. ^^ and it does help. you have very good english, so dont' you dare apoligize for it. i know we all use some odd sentance structures and slang that can't help you too much if you don't understand it. when in doubt, ask. the first posts of yours i saw waaaay back when weren't that great of english, but wow. you've gotten so much better. (especially since the cussing lesson someone gave you in IRC hehe)
and well, i'm sure no one hates you. i don't. you do frustrate the hell out of me when you get overly serious about the boards. ^^;; but well, that's no reason to hate someone. i'm sure i frustrate other people here too. i know i'm that way. deep down, you just gotta look at this site and go "why do i come here?" "why did i come here in the first place?" i came here because i love anime and manga. because a friend of mine was here and napster was no longer an option. i continue to come here, because i have so many more friends here. i don't worry too much about it, as well, worrying can sometimes over kill a thing. what i loved so much about m2a when i came here, was how laid back and fun it was. he had zany stupid conversations all the time. (i might point out the ring of fire fight of old. between MO and BMS over lime or something like that) just, don't think of moderating as a job. it's something we do to keep this place the way we all love it. we're like parents; we can't control it all the time, so we just gotta let it go. we just step in when needed. ^^ -sans the whole do what we tell you and don't talk back thing-
what i TRY to do when i'm mad, is just not go to any boards i'm on. i know i'll be evil and that's never good. ^^;;
BUT, i digress...don't apologize damnit XD shtuff happens and we learn and grow from it. i know i might be the last person you wanna talk to, but if something is ever bothering you, feel free to pm me. i accept all forms of talking, insults, and critisism. ^^

-huggle-

 

agreed *^-^* can't make everyone happy all of the time.

 

I don't beef with you zanza, but yes, you did went a bit "over-moderative" around, but It's good you realized what you done. not everyone can apologize.

I forgive ya'