Annoying things this way come

I was thinking today, how much everyone takes things for granted. Most people are better off then most people and they are still not happy. What happens when the worest person off is happy? Are we all such jerks that we only think of ourselves?

How many people actually help someone and don't except anything in return? I for one don't I wouldn't give my job a minute of my time. The thing is though if we all helped each other then it would be nice wouldn't it? But if we do it all the time then it would be expected of our species. Which homo sapiens shouldn't be trusted or expected to do anything. All for one and one for all. See if we did help each other all the time then it would be a normal thing. No one would be thanked for it and I believe it would stop happening.

I was thinking something else too. One pebble can make a big ripple. So one person can change something big right? But honestly we will all die and almost all will be forgotten. Honestly I think countries should make a list so no one is forgotten. What if that person had an idea that could save the world. But it was forgotten? Then the world wouldn't be saved. It would be nice if we all could do great things but it won't happen. We are all meant to die and be forgotten. Half of us won't even have a tombstone. A small mark showing that we were here.

Anyway enough of my ramblings. On to my life and other things. I have decided to draw one thing every day. And also to clean a room everyday. But the second hasn't been going to well. But that would figure with me. I also wish to write more. But do I no. I am trying to go back to normal hours so I am be able to do this but we shall see.

My best friend had a baby. The baby is alright which we are all thankful for. Have I seen her yet? No. I was sick last week so I couldn't see her. I didn't want to get the baby sick. I still have a present though. She is a little over two weeks. Apparenitly she looks like the father poor kid.

My other best friend is due in August. She is also pregnant. She is Rayven. She is supposed to be sending me writtings for our website. But that has yet to happen.

I am neither pregnant or married. Thank god. But I am seeing someone. My dad is amazed that it has been longer then six months. He teases me about it. My sisters are both strange. They say I am hard ass. I get over relationships with in a week after they are done. I tell them because I know that it wasn't meant to be and better things are out there. Well, this guy and I have been dating since Febraury. He is sweet and great with my son. We talked a little about moving in together. I told him we have to wait a year. He then said I'll have to help you move during the winter. I told him to get over it. I need to be strict because of my son.

My son needs to be checked every year. His heart does. His father and grandfather on the sperm donors side both have heart problems. His father at age 25. I am worried. He is only three and he could have this condition. If anything he will have to watch what he eats and drinks as he gets older. His fathers started because he drank alot and smoked. It isn't deffinate but my son is at a high risk. I hope my family genes will kick his dads in the ass.

My friend who just had a child has to also becareful. Her first baby had a stroke with in the first few weeks of birth. He is a little handy capped. He is almost 3 and I think he is at the stage of a two year old. They are hoping for him to catch up. She is also watching over her daughter just in case. It is hard when they are so little not knowing if they will be all right. I missed his birthday party oops. I'll have to call her. She didn't give out invations so that will be my excuse. I'll have to try and worm my way out of this one. I really haven't been the greatest friend right now. They all know me to be like this so they will get over it.

My son has a play date on August 8 at 1:00 p.m. Luckily it is on a monday otherwise I wouldn't make it because of my work.

I have an appointment for the doctor for my foot. I have an ingrown nail. It doesn't look bad but that isn't good.

I changed my month on my calendars and this one has Inspiration quotes. This month is "Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail." -Ralph Waldo Emerson
I like that.

I put in a note to change jobs at more work. And the lead has decided what I would be doing for the next three weeks. Fun can't wait to see what becomes of this.

 

wow dude, that first little bit was cool!! @_@ ouch that last entry i made wasnt very nice now was it..*sighs*o well