Another entry cuz im bored..

you know what? I think i like being emo/goth. You never know i may turn gothic on ya'll. Theres not ANY gothic people at this place period. Not that I care, but some times it gets lonely..really lonely. I hang out with the most tree hugging people ever..and thats ANNOYING. well guys on my independent study project this year in enrichment..(i go almost every thursday) its an escambia county program) im doing poetry. So ive been writing up a storm and bawling my eyes out to emo poetry. Im trying to do something to keep myself busy but its impossible. theres not much to do..besides get on the web. and i fight EVERYBODY for it..

I dedicate this to everyone..sorta

Counting on me ~ KoRn
Why can't you ever back down?
Why can't you just shut your face?
Oh god the feelings I feel
Would get me thrown in a cage.
You're the one who's always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your life so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?
Run away, I can't say
Lead the way, make them pay
Counting on me
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
In turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave
You see the pain in my face
While you keep putting me down
Inside the rage starts to build
You push me
I won't go down
You're the one who's always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your life so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?
Run away, I can't stay
Lead the way, make them pay
Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave
Could this really be the day today?
Could this really make our problems go away?
I'm gonna have to doubt this time
Right
now!
I've taken all I can now
Right
Now!
You tore us all apart
Right
Now!
There is nothing you can do to stop me
Right now! x9
Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
In turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
But always stay when I should leave
Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave

i love that song, i sing it all the time people tell me i have a pretty voice... i think thats sweet. Jina's the one who sings good though, she loves HIM for some odd reason.. and that Slipknot band. I love KoRn, Arch Enemy, Crisis, and Hawthorne Heights..im buying Arch Enemy's CD off the web if i can find it

ok this is it for the day

Love,
dealer