bad day

my days have been good lately..and tonight was pretty bad.. ive never felt so bad. Ive said that a lot, but tonight was awful, and for once i didnt start it loves. No whining though. Like someone else said karma bites your ass..bad..and i thought it hit me before..well it did really bad tonight.. for real. Im so sick of being talked to like that..its not looking good folks..well .. hell...i think.... i do......really...care...for...him.... i to really not think that..and yall noticed..he was like a rebound or something..but hes not..and thats what everyone is thinking.. o well screw me who cares!?

I am a mod o flike 8forums. General gaming, FMA fanart, and all the games that appy to that like PS2, XBOX, the whole thing. I almost got in trouble for not signing in. But luckly my Loml told me to. So now i am officailly a mod of the FMA forum.Yes yall are all probaly saying thats cuz your going out with his bro..well truthfully..if you dont know. That hate each other.. and i didnt kiss Seishin's ass either I just posted a lot, and talked to SEishin about how i really wanted to be one, and next thing you know...im a mod of 8 forums.. i mean its not that big to you. But it makes me frealing tree hugging, dog screwing happy. Ive never felt so special since my dad first gave me a gun when i was 7. Haha man i need to go hunting again.. but then id have to ask Greg Henry.. scumbag peice of dogshit..hate that bastard more than anyone almost.

Me and Mark are getting to be like good freinds..i talk to him a lot. Hes a really smart off, so most people dont like him, but every time he does it to me, he knows he has to apoligize..cuz here comes Kaiyon, " you Muther fucker.. dont talk to her like that" wow, im telling you i never knew Kaiyon like this..he acts like he actaully "cares*..its weird.

I havent talked to Locke in fucking days.. he just left all the sudden.. like wtf!? I miss the bastard.. alot..well Lady Knight rulz.. completly. And so does Michelle. She finally got her probs worked out, and everyone loves theirselves again..no emo..no depression.. no pity me bitches, just normal us.. like it use to be a long time ago.. except im not single..im with a extremly lovely person..

some more lyrics lovely
"Make Me Bad"
I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation.
There's so much shit around me.
Such a lack of compassion.
I thought it would be all fun and games (would be fun and games).
Instead it's all the same (it's all the same).
I want something to do.
Need to feel the sickness in you.
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
It's quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad.
All I'll do is look for you.
I know your fix, you need it to
Just to get some sort of attention, attention.
What does it mean to you?
For me it's something I just do.
I want something.
I need to feel the sickness in you
. I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
It's quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad.
I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not
again.
It's quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make
me bad.
Does it make me bad?

I know that sounds weird, but i get off listening to that.. I cant help it, hes voice is za zexy!..well enough of the weird shit.. time for word of wisdom... *&%@^ fuck.. i love it.. ahah fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck