Change sometimes really suck

yea so this is my first journal thing. Sometimes i wish i had the power to stop time and be able to go back in time and change things. I wish i could of stopped my parents from moving to Jersey, i wish i could of stopped my first break up with my ex boyfriend and changed everything that was wrong so we would of never broken up and i wouldn't of had to feel double the pain when we got back together and broke up for good. yet part of me thinks that this was all meant to happen, i don't believe in destiny but i feel like this was somewhat ineviatable (or however you spell that).