Crumbling.. it's like falling apart but it reminds me of cookies. [Turned into a rant]

Today.. Well, today was just another day. A day like any other day. Tragic how life does this to me, cursing me with days that end up being JUST like the day that came before them. Mundane is the word, dear group, mundane.

I wanted to go to the LAN center and like, waste away in front of the plasma's there playing Halo2 but I got side tracked with all the rest of the bullshit that seems to follow me like a fucking puppy. Got dragged out by Chris and John to Norms, which is a diner. I spent my childhood eating the crap there and drinking the coffee which has been said to hold traces of PCP. Mind you, by childhood, I mean since last summer. I spent ALL last summer in that place, marveling in the sheer amount of rednecks that seem to venture from their trailers to the comfortable and cheap walls of Norms. Ah, fun.

The Waitress there is named Vanessa. She's about 50 and she's twig thin with a face like a baseball mit from years upon year of smoking. I fear one day to look like her, but will embrace whatever fate seems to be my own. For, if you don't, then what do you have?

I don't trust fate anyway, it's a trick to explain false futures to the youth of a society. Pssh, like I give a rat's ass about the future. The only thing I look forward to is moving Dante up here and with me so I can have someone to my back when I sleep and someone on top when i feel up to it. *evil grin* Oooh, I'm bad. No, I'm optimistic.

Has sex become such a widely spoken about thing that it's not taboo anymore to just spill your secrets anywhere? Gosh, I wish i knew this earlier in life so I hadn't giggled with the rest of the girl's my age when the word 'penis' was uttered in passing. Childhoods wrecked thanks to the publication of sexuality. Is it TV's fault, or media in general? Is it our own fault because we're so flamboyantly set on smearing the word's around news and such? Homosexual, hermaphridite, cross dresser, whore, hooker, trick, etc. I learned all the best of them from shows like law and order.

Nothing better then hearing about a dead whore who was shot by her aggitated trick. Mmmm, wholesome family watching. But can you blame anyone for the words they speak? Is it my parents fault for wanting to watch their shows while i was around? No.. I don't blame anyone. I just enjoy the fact america is so damn dirty. Can you think of anywhere so corrupted that things like homosexuality, child porn, beastiality, under age sex, rape and necrophilia run rampant? Who the hell thought of half these things?! 'I think I'll have sex with a corpse?'

WTF America!? Babies and animals and dead relatives. This is the new flood of sexual fantasies. Thanks TV, thanks Media. Thanks you weirdo fucks who find this hawt. *shudders*

How did i get on this topic anyway?! Damn. Ok, well I'm out. Enjoy my random rant.

 

Well, thank you greatly. ;3

Well, thank you greatly. ;3 Glad someone keeps up with my random writing and such.

 

You forgot scat play. Does

You forgot scat play. Does Norms have good toast? How's thier waffles?

~W

 

Even though it seemed to be

Even though it seemed to be a serous entry to me and I sometimes don't do this, I laughed at some parts you said. 'I think I'll have sex with a corpse.' I burst out laughing even though I knew it wasn't very funny. If I just forget about the serous things and think of something else, things will just seem right down funny to me.

I do agree though with everything you said.

Plus, I some how keep track of what everyone does on here with what means I have -_- More you than anyone else, although there's Ally. I talk to her every second I get so you're the second person I keep track of the most.

 

Laugh. ;3

Hell, I laughed too. When I rant, I want people to get a kick out of it. Feel what I'm feeling, and realize it's bullshit. Like, it's really funny that some people into that, but also really gross and something to think about. What makes you compelled to want an animal sexually? Or a corpse? Or even a child?

Gotta think. This is what I do, i make you think.