currently undecided

i am currently undecided on wither or not to stay with miguel. but what i do know is that i am not in love with my poghi. i can not love him for i only know him via phone/internet. i will keep you up to date on that. it's like a part of a song that blink 182 sings... i dont know the name of the sog but it says:' ...are you afraid of being alone, 'cuz i am. i am lost without you. are ou afraid of leaving tonight, 'cuz i am. i am lost without you.'

now a bit of me:
i am currently listening to blink 182's self-titled cd, i am also wearing a tee-shirt with a pic of them and both my shirt and wrist band have the cd's symble on it. i am currently reading D.N. Angel, and watching Ranma 1/2.