Damn it

Well I can't say I didn't try.

I tried for two years in fact, two years of college wasted trying to fit in up here. I went to the parties, I got drunk, I did all the stupid college shit. And in the end I ended up exactly where I was before: alone. So screw it. I never liked that life anyway so here I am back again. I missed anime, I missed sci-fi, I missed spending hours each day on message boards and writing fanfiction. In all honesty that was when I was really happy. I tried the whole dating thing and despite my best efforts ended up with just one long string of failures. I'm not bitter I just give up. I can feel perfectly miserable and lonely on my own, I don't need others help to achieve this goal.

So,
Here I am