Depression... 02-27-06

I feel like my stomach would turn upside down

I feel so depressed that I can't think straight!
I was hoping I could scan Suu-Momo's second page today, but the scanner was occupied ever since this morning (how can a guy work on his manga!?), later this day I was just given a very stupid job of patroling the laboratory! There was totally nothing to do there, I just sat there and strolled around for hours that I got bored out of my wits! I'm not complaining but, my senpais promised me that they will go back for me and they will send someone to take my place. Everybody in the laboratory had left and I was the only one left there waiting for something that didn't come! When I got back from the laboratory all my senpais were gathered on their table chit-chatting like nothing happened! :anger2: Then one of them noticed I was back he had a strange irritating look on his face and asked, "How did it go?" I almost flipped my lid! :anger2: I said to myself "WHAT!? You jerks didn't even bother thinking about going back for me there!" :anger2: Jeez! It's hard being the youngest in the organization, I always get suckered into doing the odd jobs they don't want to do