Double Crap

I'm very angry at my, 'better half'^^ Yesh, I'm talking about Nikolas. I don't think I've ever been this angry at him. He's been avoiding me O.O And when I call, he's suddenly always "busy". I haven't talked to him for about 2 whole days, which I know you think it probably isn't enough time, but this is Nikolas we're talking about. We'd speak to each other almost everyday! And now two whole days seems like forever. >>>I haven't talked to him in forever (2 days) lol. Pretty crazy right? Just last month we were insepreble. I guess I kinda do have a reason to Wake up when september ends^_^;;
Now when he says he loves me, it doesn't sound real. How can you pretend to love someone?_? The last time we talked, we were....arguing/having a creative discussion^^;; and so yeah...now he can't give me the time of day. Which has been iching my nerves for quite awhile (2 days). I actually cried. .......Because he's like the best boyfriend i ever had and I don't understand why he would start acting like such a fragtard. And if he doesn't like me...why is he pretending to? If he wants to break up, Nikolas, then say so! I talked to Peachy and she helped me out alot with it. I guess it was kinda stupid to talk about this in public.><but oh well. I thought you all should know. My once heavenly relationship to Mr. Almost Right, is totally on the rocks. I love him, but I just don't believe he loves me. He'll tell you he loves me, but he doesn't act like it.

Yeah you love me........just not like you used to.

-unsmitten?_?whenidon'twannabe>.<youbeloveandi'llbealiar<3

 

It's none of anyone else's

It's none of anyone else's fucking business what you write in your journal and know. Peachy is always here for you sweetheart.

Wove you!

 

oro?

Nah, I already told you yesterday why I didn't talk to you for two days. lol So just to say to all this is know no longer a problem. ^^ And she knows I don't wanna break up. OK no more for the public. lol Thanks for helping her Krisis.