emo entry

I just caught my sister..you guys i know im not perfect. I make mistakes. Bad ones.. i don't mean cheating and lying either, but my sister. Shes different. Shes always been clean all the time, shes never done drugs, screwed, or anything like that. And YES i have callled her a whore.. said bad stuff about her all the time, but its not true. Shes a great person. and this boy.. he took it all away.. he was my friend. Bobby.. why? Why do guys have to do this.. I told him to never speak to me again and made him walk home... my sister.. she beat me up and i let her, but i couldnt help it.. you guys i think im about to do something really drastic.. crazy.. you know? Im just so angry. I had that gun my dad always had on the rack above his bed.. and i was about to kill him.. I mean it.. cuz my sister.. i love her, and to see her this way.. like me...

well anyway.. you guys. Like I said no more guys after Kaiyon, im moving on after that. I have a girl I like but I like Kaiyon a whole lot more. And i know when we do break up, ill have no other guy im attracted to.. im serious this time.. Just im sick of guys... And I know the girls will never let me down.. I know this is a emo ass fucking stupid entry.. but i really need something to calm me down.. dont read it if you dont want to..

Later

Tiff

 

once again here i am saying the same thing. "Love, have you ever considered counseling? i think a shrink would help you sort through these feelings of hate..."