Exhausting week.

There's this girl that i love very much (as in *hugs*, not as in *i need you*). She's 18 (i'm 29 btw), and i met her online. Has lots of problems with family.

This was a hectic week. Maybe you guys won't believe me, but I had found out she got posessed (she had given her soul to the devil 3 years ago). No wonder she was cruel with the animals... anyway, last week she did something stupid. She kept having these visions of demons, etc... and began to listen to what they said to her. And things got really nasty. I thought she'd suicide, and I was afraid of her going to hell.

So I asked her to go to confess, and guess what. The next day she told me that she didn't remember what happened. She just woke up in a bed at church, and there were 3 or 4 priests clapping at her. She told me they told her that the exorcism had lasted about 6 hours.

Curiously, she now doesn't remember any of the visions she had. But wait, i'm just starting...
last sunday she cut herself. I thought she'd die. This completely tore my nerves apart. After having the worst night in my life (when you love someone, you do suffer for them, trust me), she tries to kill herself? Aw come on!

Thank God that it wasn't grave. I don't know if she really tried to kill herself, but she had tried to hide what she did. Well I spoke with her elder sister and told her EVERYTHING. I really hope and pray that they take the measures.

Because (oh wait, the fun part's just beginning) she began falling in love - no, getting OBSESSED with me. She asked me to marry her, oh great!

I don't know how I survived this week without having a major depression. Yesterday I told her that I couldn't marry her. Ever. She cried a lot and left to sleep. This makes me wonder why people get obsessed with others so easily.

So, I'm kinda shaken right now... i'm feeling a little lonely right now (I hadn't socialized with anyone when she began getting critical last weeks), and MSN is broken. Can't log in.

Any hugs, please? They'd really be appreciated.

Oh yeah. XTRA-thanks to Shinryu for giving me support in these difficult moment. Kudos to him.

 

thats amazing...

 

whoa *hugs*