Eyes

Today I went to a retinologist... he thinks that there is a tear in the retina of my right eye... and that I will need to have it lasered... yeah here...link 1 and link 2.
sigh... So I am going to get a second opinion... but even so I'm sure it won't change the diagnosis. At least it is small and doesn't have fluid behind it, so they can laser it. I would be scared as I was in October but right now I am somewhere between being angry, depressed, lonely, and feeling nothing. Of course that is for another reason. Anywho... no one seemed to get that the journal entry writen early today was about the preperation...
The ISA banquet was great... It made me happy... but now I am all alone and that makes me depressed slightly. As for what makes me angry... well some one that I wanted to talk to isn't online so I can't. =( Oh well. night see you and good fortune to you.




I don't want to be blind