god hes a butthole

man.. i had a bad night last night, ended cussing out everyone, it was quite funny for awhile then a certain someone pushed my buttons..eh..
and I ended crying like a baby. My god thats sick.I can never keep down stuff, i always end up crying anyway.. no matter if im the one hurting or if their hurting me. Well im listening to Children Of The Korn: KoRn duh.. music always gets me to feeling good about myself. For some odd butt reason, I guess its the demonic side of me. God i dressed so awful today.. I really thought I liked to dress really gothic but today i went to the extreme. It wasn't my idea really wasnt my idea. I kinda painted my face white..i looked..eewwwww.. It made me feel really, weird. Ive never been that way, but my eyeliner style has changed, im wearing, this dark blue crap with black eyeliner. I just love looking like im possesed..besides the white face..ugh..cant go that far.im not completly envolved yet. I have alot of people talking about god and everything. I have Gen constantly jumping on me about my sudden change.. my friends tell me it turns them off from me almost. It kinda hurts my feelings.. but then again I don't care for some reason. Ive never been so happy. I guess ill try to change for certain friends of mine..

O and Joey and Noodle hung up on me last night so they could be "alone"..hehe it was like 4 o clock. I was like.. dude..this is bull crap.. I need someone to keep me up..tch tch, my new bi friend.

I have a friend of mine thats making me mad, really mad. Hes constantly telling me im boring.. well mabye i just dont like talking some times. I mean I have moods where i just wanna be alone. And he thinks I HATE him and always says..'wow your in a better mood" god i hate a whiner. If he doesnt like talking to me he shouldnt start a convo.

O and for this entry. In those lil things I wrote for Bruce in his journal, i have no intention of hurting that chik Sabrina. Shes a nice girl..hehehehhehehheheheheh.. and I would never say stuff to hurt her feelings or call her a hoe. *cries* I thought she hated me for awhile there..


Wake me Up when September ends..my heart got so badly hurt yesterday. Some things really were said, that hurt the crap out of me. It was honesty, stuff i don't get. And it just came OUT WAm!!!! im just so not used to people..insulting me..like that.." dont mess with me i'll hurt you"...that is truly coldness..

well power to the god of evil!! Who cast such a sad thing in my direction
kidding guys..
Tiffany

 

dude we were going to call you back but joey said you had to get off the phone anyway. sorry love. you didn't miss anything. but i sure did miss that voice lol.

 

Aw, sorry to hear that... *hugz* I really hope you feel better later.
Also, try not to get affected by what people say to you... it's better that way