Got on for the first time.

Dear Journal,
I got on for the first time on here. Edit profile, looked at a few things and everything's good. Going to be role-playing and writing. I just wonder if Jordan loves me. I know she doesn't like any boy at school but I just have a feeling. Maybe it's just me hoping against hope and in the end, it doesn't go good. Why is it that I can't find a girlfriend? I know I'm more mature than any other kid in the school and I wish more of the girls were mature like me. I started three years ahead of everyone else and I kind of wish I didn't but I can't help it, I don't decide when to be an adult. I just wish she did love me but I don't think so. Even if she doesn't love me, I'll be her friend. I wonder if there are couples on here? Who knows if there are any, I sure don't but I know God would know, he knows everything, at least I think. How does God keep up with everyone? Who knows. Anyway, I like this site and I'm liking it more every time I read something. Didn't do much today, sleep and be on the internet, that's about it. I hope Jordan loves me.

God be with you, Michael Coffee=Lance Leingod