happy b-day pretty girls

well Silverline is starting to come to the forums..its..4:07am. I know DONT GET MAD...your gonna check my profile anyways.. well just wished her and Vogy and happy birthday. Irina is sweet. Shes turning 14. Shes like in love with this guy she met on Robbie Willaims fansite. I mean i dont blame her, Its easy to fall for a guy online. But she just is in "love". I mean in a trance..well Silverline(Jen) is another story, Shes in love with this guy she slept with for like 3 days..and didnt have sex with..omg..thats just amazing..Id love to that. Really just cuddle next to a person..nhehehheeheh

I amaze people with the way I talk. I call my freinds stuff like HEY pretty girl, or whats up lovely. I call Gensai pookie when im bored..he sure has been mad lately..Poor dude, love him like a brother.. *sighs*
well i went on these new boards today, call KoRnKob Boards, met a guy named Coop. Pretty cool..hes weird about KoRn like I am. O like my new sig..he found the image for me.. I worked with it on my photoshop to make the lyrics from "GOt The 'Life" and all on.. God begs me, but ill ever see the light..do i beleive in god, i went to church everyday when my dad was alive..but does that make you a christian. never have been spritual..and it always seems like their isnt a god around..I talked to Mike about today..well a few min ago..we were just talking about stuff to keep our minds off everything..its like 4oam i know. Hes thinking about satanism. Hes really into it all to. Not one of those people who run at the mouth..well not like that whore Kristan.. Bruce is atheist. Half my freinds and me never talk about religion. I dont like to bring it up in case they are really funny about it..Omfg my mom has been talking to my freinds and all..it bugs me..shell start talking to them when im asleep and all..gawd this is a long entry..its probaly cuz i missing someone right now..*sniffles* o heres some KoRn lyrics while im at it..since its SO depressing

God begs me, the more I see the light he wants to see.
God told me, I