how does it feel hmmmm

WELL i just got the new KoRn CD yesterday..VERY very nice. It kinda dissapointed me though, wasnt as magical as i thought it would be. Theres a few songs on there that CREEPED me out, i mean if it creeps ME out..its pretty freaking creepy aint it?
im in keyboarding at the moment, i have " I hate all human beings" written on my hand. I just got done with my exam, Keyboarding is sooo easy man, i cant believe i was dreading this. My science one just was over with, it was hard as freak man. I couldnt figure out all that m=67 stuff like that. How funny is that Math is ALMOST EXACTLY like science without the leaves and stuff?
you know something ive been thinking about? I really don't like anyone at my school at all. I dont see why making someone feelbad or anything like that is gonna make you ALL big and BAD, i know sometimes im a bully but this is stupid. Sometimes i just want to say " OMG you dont look cool you look like a freggin idiot!! GROW UP before you make me throw up!!" i just hate human beings sadly.. i really do.
so ive been asked this alot lately, how does it feel? ( the baby) it feels..weird..and scary. I had to give up alot, smoking, drinking, fighting with everyone who walks past me. Its worth it though, i feel really good about it. It was about time i grew up a little and i guess being a momma will. gaw i just cant imagine some kid chasing me around with a stuff bunny asking me to sew it..ah well my choice my consquences. i really love this though,and ill never let what happened to life happend to his/her i sware it. shell have a mom and a dad, and have church every sunday, and supper with mike's family afterwards..thats truly all i wish right now..is a small little family. even though im only 16!! at the moment, or about to be,

well i have to go, love you guys
Dealer-