i don't know on this one

i think id better keep it to myself what happened..it was ..HILLARIOUS. im SO glad they waited untill Monday, Tuesday, and Wensday to suspend me..everyone told me..Cheyenne told me i banged into her on the way out of the room and was like " my my..my my bad dawg" and Emiily and Katie told me they turned around and shook me and said " O GAW shes FUCKING dead" and everyone turned around in Couch Grace's class..Hahhahahahh how funny.


im kinda emO right now guys..i haven't been having much of a good time lately..i love making people laugh at me and thats all good, but i mean im starting to really get down on myself. im ready to drop out, mom said i can get screwed for all she cares..but im waiting till Tyler gets back to see what he thinks. Mike's too busy being Mike..heh heh i was mad but oh well i cant stay mad at him for too long..i think this MAY be my last blog entry, im starting to write on my Hazel_Vampire one all the time. ALot of people contacted me and told me they wanted to get to know me. i like the thought that people like me. well anyway..off to go cut myself and think suicidal thoughts...because IM SO ugly..

I hate people like Jina who's so emo about shit like that..they put the real people whos being raped..i mean people like 9/11 kids that lost their parents and everything, i have no reason besides my dad died and my moms abusive. thats nothing to that..some times i get so ashamed when i think about suicide. well i have to go..see yah

-Tiffany

 

dude what? i totally didn't understand the first part. maybe because im a retard or something.

you shouldn't drop out. and it's a fucking shame your mom told you that.

 

and thats a wrap people j/k wtf seriously stop acting emo its not you if you think suicidal think of barney...kill that bastard GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrr

 

Hi! Look um... it's obviously your mom won't help you with this. Try find a psychologist on your own - and if you can, find someone to live with. Oh, you could sue your mother for neglect or something.

Make a list of all the times she hurt you DEEPLY (since you were young) and share the feelings about it (written). You need to get all that garbage from your head. This will be also a good time to tell her how she hurt you.

Also, she lost her right to "be" your mother.

Finally, STOP THINKING THAT YOU'RE UGLY dammit! Just because you're not a britney spears doesn't mean you're ugly. It means the guys are stupid and a bunch of jerks. Look, whenever someone tells you you're ugly, kick or punch him/her in the face (or in the ****s, depending on the gender). They have NO right to mock you. Just be cool, one punch is enough. You don't want to release all your wrath upon someone (because that'd end up hurting you more because of the consequences).

Please find a therapist or something... you just can't go on like this. *hugs*