I don't trust you 2

Twas not too long ago that I was pissed off for some reason... oh yeah, a lot of times when the people around me have some crappy day, they get pissed off at the simplest of things and then take out their anger on me. I've even had friends do this... eh but maybe I'm blowwing this way out of proportion... after all it isn't as though I never get angry... it isn't as though I don't yell.... oh wait that rarely happens does it, after all it isn't as though I stand up for my self =) I mean accusations of me being angry tend to be thrown at me when ever my tone of voice isn't its candy coated normal tone... right candy coated... So feel free to throw your voice at me... feel free to show me how miserable your life is... It's okay, really I don't mind, I'm used to people making my life a little less pleasant... better me than some one else... I won't yell at others because of what you say to me... honest.
Hatred, anger... they are much like water. They flow from person to person, building puddles in some places, running on at others. Me... well I am like the ocean, pour your anger into me. It will evaporate eventually. Sometime I would destroy ant beds after school out of frustration... and yet I felt bad about it. The ants didn't do anything to me, they aren't the reason I was having difficulty at school. Other than the occasional bite and usage of food, it isn't as though they ever did much to me at all. And yet I massacred them, crushed their city, ruined their lives. I was the only one to blame and yet I took it out on them. People often do much more terrible things... they prefer higher life forms I guess... They kick dogs or shoot at cats, yell at people... or maybe even kill them... I can't do that... I just can't. So what if I'm having a crappy day, should I yell at my friends or family for that? I should stop, I'm getting worked up. Bad things can happen when I let my emotions get out of control... that and it is 1:13 AM...

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HAHAHA right thanks I... hmm darn A, I wanted an I CURSE YOU KEYBOARD. *takes out hammer and then thinks better of it*
I'll save that action for those so called Weevils... Hahaha you mean roaches...

so I'm wrapping presents while watching the tele....


Merry Christmas to Seishin, Kaiyon, Nessa, Joey, Wert, and those other people I'm sure I forgot... just incase I am unable to get online later....

 

Happy Christmas Jack.

 

poopie now reminding of helping on essay thing. . Merry Christmas and so on and may the crap stick of life keep on goign hard on all of us XD