I forgot

well i forgot to say a few things..alot of the details really.
I have my OWN forum..i doubt most people like you would like to come to it 1) it sux 2) perverted 3) lovely dovey. O well come if you like people proposing to each other..and kissing and shit.. does that sound like me!~! HAHHAHAH..like i said.. some people have changed my sorry ass
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there it is. Noodle could've been my girlfriend....thats depressing really. thats the reason i tried not to talk about this.. oi all that was really my fault actaully so no pity for Blue here..ummmm since a last came, i was really hung on myself..my my my i flirted alot.still do.. i talk to Sieshin alot now..not that i like him or ever will but hes not a jerk off after all. I dont care how cute he is..hes still a JERK OFF. Never talk to Kaiyon, um rarely see or talk to Bruce..umm or Joey..or Locke..well Locke and me are close now..we always have been, but we just got closer through all this stuff thats happened..but he gets offline so much, hes quite the now you see me now you don't guy.. gets on my nerves..ive seen alot of movies..quite a few ive seen a thousand times..well i have new music obessions.. like Avenged Sevenfold MY GAWD..i love that band. I like some new stuff ive listened to. This one band...ummm Fall Out Boy? Is getting so good..My Chemical Romance is starting to win fav over KoRn. KoRn i don't know.. since ive kinda got off my emoness ive let some of the love go. BUT IM STILL THE KORN GIRL!~~~~~~ WHOOT! I have heartburn like really bad.. Gensai had a headache..another one of those arguements again. Its mostly about religion we get into it about. Ive been kinda..*gulps* getting into Wicca and etc. Its creepy but i really respect myself now.you know what i figured out..im not that nad looking eh? Ive lost weight and the only really bad is my nose and my hair. Thats wicked awesome..now i need some surgery and im good to go... on my face a mean...umm.....ugh!!! be quiet!~!!!!^_^ Well i love watching my dog sleep on me..its so cute.. i love my dog now, im verrrrrrrrryyy huggable all the sudden. I like kitties and stuff..and im pimping out in my Hello Kitty folder..yay!! Hello Kitty is sexah!^_-
this guy im talking to is growing tiresome..im engaged..and hes flirting with me..yuck anyway.. well..yes im engaged..and its not what you think. Ive been engaged for awhile now..when i turn 16 im allowed to get married here without pregnancy or parental signatures..dont you just love it when you think you've found the one?But what if hes not, what if we break up next week!!...we'll just have to see, wont we lovelies..hahahahahahahhahahahahhah dont you just love the excitment of not knowing what comes next!???well this is my long entry ending..night night
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS

"Helena"

Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

 

tell that guy to fuck off! lol and yes i could've been but you went out with Kaiyon and then Gensai soo...you and gensai will argue until the end about religion seeing how your all againist god and everything. you two do have a lot of arguments even without religion but arguing is healthy for a great relationship lol i should know i was in one for 5 years and had plenty of them not to mention the make up .... anyway, have fun with the engagment.

 

welcome back Blue. I don't know why I haven't talked to you much in awhile, I haven't really been doing anything. I hope I'm awake next time your online so we can talk (don't know what I'm gonna talk about, I'm so boring, lol).

 

Pending on how the arguement is tooken out like can reflect on both of you.