I guess..

O man theres this guy named Tyler Brown..god he IS cute but I LOVE someone else. Never could like a prep like him..hes asked me a thousand times..and he just left my house. My sis Tawnya keeps pushing him on me. I was so mad! But we were watching tv and he grabbed my hand and I pulled away..and he told me that was alright he'd just try AGAIN tommorrow...I cannot believe one of the POPULAR people likes me. I am kinda pretty but my people and THIER people just always seemed to not get along!What to do? What to do?Dont want to be mean..

I stayed up last night crying as soon as I got off BJP. My side was hurting again. I think I have KS. Those cause that mostly and my dad had them problems his whole life..well the results will have to show it.

Mike is doing great..im so happy! He is trying to figure himself out. I feel bad because I caused all of this., but I havent seen Ben at all. I talked to him on the phone and all he did is ask me how I was and if I was really hurt and I told him not on the outside but on the inside I am. My eye is better. Real better. Ill probaly be on this al night again my side is starting to hurt..very badly again.

This was the longest entry I ever wrote..I guess I have a lot on my mind lately

- Rebel