I was awake this year....no maybe not.

I'm at the university just checking my e-mail.....hum...well it seems like no one likes me then cause I haven't recived nothing at all..well just to noodlechick but that was only from here..yea I missed ya too dude! ^_^ well, after the stupid brake up with David hum....well the guys at work wanted to go out with me but I was like...*scratches head*....."I dont knoiw....nah.....well this one dude at work had asked me out and when he was trying to ask me something he was studdering like heck. Man, it was fucken hilarious! well I was like maybe..He was all right and I can feel like I can trust him, and actually give him a chance. Well, the day before yesterday he wanted to talk to me again and he told me that he had a one night stand with a chick that he didnt even know at all and that she had called him in morning telling him that she was pregnat. SO after he told me that I was like WTF?????!!!!! and looked at him like "dude your a fucken moron!" then I told him that I perfer to be by myself or with another girl but she has to be spefically red hair,taller then me,green eyes and short hair. He just looked at me like "why are you going with girls?" then I told him that I was very dissappointed in guys and I had enough with them besides I have nothing to offer to them but sex which is I'm not going to do in a LONG LONG LONG time. ^_~ half of my heart my best friends has which was the first girl that I kissed and the secound was Kevin....and now I'm just stoned with nothing left over. Well, now I can truly say "whats the point of living?" since there isnt much to do now since I have lost everything.....damn, I just wish this world would end soon now...I'm goning CRAZY! @_@

 

dude get on MSN we needs to talk. i miss ya kid.