i wear Gen's underwear...@_@

ugh!!! my song is on this email Gen sent me and i can't even open the dang thing, most likely for that ummm downloading thing, its like 1:38am and im sitting talking to him,


i went over to Tyler's today in his pool..his pool had alot of cholorine in it, im not good with that *sweats* it makes my throat and some other certain other places on my body swell up, eh well David(his granddad or whatever) he almost tricked me, he had like this um....um.. and his asked me if i wanted it and I said.."uhh no mabye later" and Tyler told me when he left he does that to all his friends..like a test or something..gay annoying..and i almost failed it. I mean my gawd David used to stop and see me and the Dolllar General when i was in alternative school HALF the year, ehehe...and lets say Maddox and Kent were real nice to me( Maddox is the guys last name) O memories of Maddox..gawd for some reason..he wasnt cute and he wasnt all you know and i just liked him alot for some odd reason..theres alot of people ive liked before..eh but this relationship i have now is kinda..different.
its like i can be peverted buts it not all the time like all my others. and we can actually have a arguement all night about how much we love each other..its amazing ain't it? i dont know its weird..just weird. not even most of my rl relationships made me happy as this does..i dont know how stupid ya'll think they are but e relationships..are just i dont know(again and again)..alot of things i've learned and got hurt by are just right here.but god knows i don't stay on here all the time, i get gen to call me all the time...even though all ya'll pick on me..*sniffles* j/k. but eh, im proud of ta way i say suumen(something) ^_-well i guess thats enough..me and that sweetheart( @_____@) are staying up all night together..eh well night night and im having pleasant dreams..neheheh

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