ive never

I'v never ever felt so bad about about losing a guy. Except my dad of course..but you know we were friends WAY before we went out. And this isn't worth hurting and being mad at each other. i guess life goes on..Today was father's day.. I got dumped and had to go through the first Father's Day I evr had without him..god i miss him. I do any thing to here him laugh..or see his face light up when we went 4 wheeler riding.God I hate this..today was the worst day of my life. I have in recorded in my book of life. Im not going to whine im just gonna make each day on my own..even if I go crazy in the end..I just have too
Hopefully a new day
will make it all go away
Make me forget the pain
I see and feel
And let my heart reveal
The better times ahead

That sucked I know

-well me and me alone babes