Just me venting... boring stuff, really =P

I'm just venting here because I don't want anyone I know IRL to read this (so no xanga T__T). Don't waste your time on this, lol, it's just me whining a lot about stupid 15-year-old stuff =P I almost feel embarassed posting this here, since obviously most of you guys have a lot worse things to vent about then this crap....

But just... aiiieee, my mom drives me *crazy* sometimes (all the time). I especially hate nights like tonight, when I've been out with my friends all day (at a winterguard show busting my ass, lol, not sitting around getting high and having conversations with my shoes or anything), and I come home in a good mood, and she ruins it for me. Basically, we did not have our best show today, and so we were all asked very nicely (forced) to take all of our equipment home over spring break and spin until our arms fall off.... and then tape them back on and spin some more =P And so I go to put my weapons in the car, which she's fine with, but when I pull out my *flags*, she starts freaking out and yelling at me because she doesn't want her precious car damaged. If she'd just shut *up* for a minute, she would see that I could slide them in with almost no trouble and not even touch her f-ing windows. So I do, and I get in the car, trying to keep my good mood alive, and she starts yelling at me about how I'd better not break anything in the backyard with my rifle... yeah, right. The only thing I'm in danger of breaking right now is my thumb (I may have already broken it, I don't know, and I don't want to find out until after winterguard champs), but she doesn't care about *that*, she brushed that right off when I told her. She cares more about her stupid 10 dollar vases. And then she accuses me of lying to her about having to take our equipment home and a whole bunch of other crap, and how I'd pay for anything that I'd broke, etc. etc., and I"m thinking to myself "WHAT did I do to deserve all of this? All I did was get in the stupid car! Should I have walked home with my flags and gotten raped, then?"

And *then*, when I tell her that I haven't eaten since, like, noon, and ask her to pull over so I can grab something to eat (we don't have food at the house, and I have money.. all I was asking her to do was pull over), she kept driving for no other reason then to piss me off, and when I rolled my eyes and said whatever, she got mad at *that* too, because... I guess she just really, really wanted to piss me off. I can't win with her. And then it was just the standard "I-hate-you-you-suck-I-hate-your-friends-nobodys-ever-going-to-love-you-coz-youre-such-a-hopeless-case" stuff. And it's *always* like this.... I have seven days cooped up in this stupid house with nothing to do other then talk on the computer which, no offense to y'all, really sucks. My (best/close/people I'd actually bother hanging out with outside of school) friends are either in Mexico, Northern Cali, puking, too busy with their boyfriends, or grounded. And I'm going to be stuck with *her* all day. Just.... fabulous. I want to go into hibernation until school starts... or better yet, until summer vacation starts....

So yes, that was me venting =P Interesting, huh? Told you it wasn't anything worth reading....

 

I said what I wanted to say already... *hugs* You know you can always talk to me when you're upset.

 

KA: I think you guys need some family therapy. If this is your typical bad day, perhaps you'd need to tell her all that upsets you about her. I mean, she's your mother and at least in theory she loves you. So if she loves you she should be eager to listen.

I've found written letters to be very effective to tell your parents what you're upset about.

And usually when the parents tell their children they're hopeless, it's usually the PARENTS who are hopeless. I've talked to many teenagers, and I have yet to find ONE who is beyond hope.

Don't worry, k? Not everything is as bad as it seems.