late night entry..

Mom came in pissed tonight, giving me and Tawnya hell as usaul. She went out to the White Horse so I went down the road to go see Maddox and Jeremy. I seriously need to start screwing with Jeremy. I hate Jina with passion. Sorry guys, she called me a w-h-o-r-e.

Look guys, i've changed. I'm not the real Dealer any more. I don't screw everyone, I rarely go out any more, and i've been sticked to myself since I went back to C school. I guess this is what I get, a bad reputation. That's why I say kiddos. Close your legs, it'll come back to haunt you. I still do drugs, and of that i'm aware. people often ask " why hurt your body just to get high?". I've had pretty much all my fun taken away from me. Nothing else is fun except it any more. It's funny, I never get into too much. I never really hurt anyone that bad, I usaully do that when i'm drunk instead. lol.

Jina has pushed me to the limit, i'm about to hurt her guys. Mentally not physically. She's got problems at home ( her stepdad and her mom argueing), I can't say she doesn't, but I have problems too, and I don't run around calling people whores just because their boyfriends like them. I usaully would fight someone over that. I'm not going to this time. I'm sick of fighting, i'll just go out with Jeremy more and get him to fall in love with me. I'm serious.

Everybody's going to the party, have a real good time. Dancing in the desert, blowing up the sun shine!​

should I post another poem..?
Late night entry done.

Love,
Peachy