Lifes a Bitch.

im so tired. i stayed up until three this morning.

a friend of mine was shot and killed last nite. Gang violence, guilty by association. this sucks. my moms still crying. we'd known him forever. i knew since before i could walk. this sucks.

my mom asked me why i haven't cried and i told her it was because i don't cry when people die. it's useless its not going to bring them back.
besides everyone else is crying for me. why should i cry?

she worries about me. she wants to move back to Hawaii. i think we will. i liked it a whole lot better there. i hope we do move back.

 

hey remember that nightmare is here to talk to. im sorry about your friend...and its okay to cry it may not bring them back but its showing that you miss them. let it go you will feel better if you do