lifes you know what

god this sucks...dan moved away just as we wear getting close then a old firned of mine came back after 1 in a half of me thinking he was dead.....werid a? well any way me and mike are going out we started a night after i saw him again after a year in a half of not seeing each other but what realy scares me is i love him i've loved him from the first time i saw him but then theres dan so that realy hurts as well.
then me step-da got hurt and mum's being all werid mite have to have a friend stay with me and that will cut back on seeing mike ive been seeign him for 5 weeks this trusday. i just dont htink i can take the stress of being the one every one comes to with there problems seeing 3 of my pack family are dead and that hurts me alot. then josh may died that hurts as well....ah i just dont know what to do can any one help?