Recreation make way for the rant...

i guess a couple ppl noticed my absense from posting for past um....week or so i think...(*^-^*;; it's gonna be kinda scattered. ya see, i create loads of stress myself. take your average stressful situation: ppl at work needing to get, and keep, numbers up so that the store can stay open; 4 of the 5 ppl hate the odd one out, and have enough reasons and needed stuff to get him fired because he's totally disreguarding the mangager and has no respect for her...ya know, that kinda thing. well, i dwell on stuff lots. the last example(all are true actually) i helped start off. so, i feel bad about being a jerk, tho i'm not the only one. this and some personal stuff(nothing as bad as you're gonna think...) that i'm worring about way too much has caused a mild depression. in my attempt to cope with it and make it go away, i guess i kinda just didn't go here. cause part of the prob is when i go here, it's ussually when my bf is around and it bores him to tears(ya know)top that with not being able to keep a constant train of thought and my be quite eccentric.
BUT i would like to think i'm getting alot better...*^-^* it's not major but i wanted to stop worring about it so i am doing something about it. woot. so, i'll be a little more regular again(heheh). so i guess i'm back*^-^* lol in a long round-about-way.

( i've also started trying to draw again...this helps alot!!!)

 

kame, i feel for you...i've been in the hospital too much in the past cou0ple weeks...visiting, but still. my bf got his tonsils out(finally!!) and my mom had some surgery done(hysterectomy...that is not spelled right lol).

[fix]eb[/fix], i hope i get happy peppy too*^-^* make my bf feel better. then i wouldn't get all quiet and depressed when he's alone with me...cause i'm hyper around ppl...overcompensate..lol*^-^*

 

lol sorry...bad habit of shortening names...lol won't happen again...promise*^-^*;;;

 

yeah i know...silly transltions...lol sorry...*^-^*