Monday

i hating today i'm officially a loner but i was one in the first place i still got those who pretend to be my friend i guess it alright it sometimes nice to drift away from reality the only thing i have left her again she cannot leave my mind i miss her we ugh likes i should quite dwelling in the past i know i will always though for reason i keep on hating people it is since i'm stressed out i just feel so angry for no certain reason my emotions are all other the place i think this day has a effect on me i just hate this was becoming more compercated i can't even understand myself i feel like i have no control i wish i could speach to her but she'll probably just wouldn't care i think i don't know her anymore i'm still the same nothing changed except that i have gotton older bigger shes the one of the three people i ever trusted but i think can't..........ahh nevermind.