My Life Sucks!!!

(Cloudy, looks like some sun later)

Man this whole five class a week thing is really starting to get to me, i used to be able to just pass the time bby finding something to do but now nothing seems to keep me entertained, and the time passes really slowly. It's not like i expected to pass spend the year liike this, i knew i was going to get bored at some point, but to make things worse nobody around here seems to be hiring staff, and if they are its only for christmas. I need a job, not totally for the money but just to pass the time. At least i have something to do today, in that i have to study for a test tomorrw, which i'll probably fail, AGAIN. But after that i'm stuck until after christmas for something to study for or to do. I hate this one class a day thing, it means i have to spend the entire day here. I would prefer that there where two of the classes on the first (or last) days of the week so that i could come down for about 2 days and then go back to Dublin, that way i may have a better chance of getting a job.
I might go ask the year head about changing some of the classes around. It seems kinda greedy since it may only be for my benefit, but if this keeps up then i'm going to get really depressed and end up dropping out before the year is up (lets not get started on what might happen if fail this year again).
This day isnt looking to promising either, i got woken up by a nightmare at 4am, then a bird that landed on my window cill and started singing at 6am, which woke me up and and wouldn't let me go bakc to sleep, now i've spent most of the last hour tring to write out a new CV for myself, but i can't remember the addresses or how to spell the names of the places that i used to work.
The only thing that i can think of cheering me up right now, is if that computer place manages to get me a new video card by Friday, so i might be able to play Half-Life 2 when i get home ...........actually just going home in general is something i'm looking forward to. That and hopefully Shanni will be home from her Schoolies trip so i can talk to her on MSN.

Right thats my life today, i'm going to get myself some breakfast and try not to jump off a bridge.

Brian