My pain...

My shoulder hurts. It brings me to tears just about.

Right now it is my left shoulder. Sometimes my right also hurts. But mainly my left.

My doctor thought it was tendinates (however that is spelt).

My phyiscal therpist thinks it is my muscles. He thinks (I say thinks because they can't diagonst me unless I have an MRI) that I have tares in my muscles. Tiny/microscopic ones. If I kept up what I was doing my muscles would bleed inside and I would have been swollen. It's all around my routary cuff thing.

Either way I am screwed. Even when I heal I could still damage it more.

It is because of my work and it sucks. It has been hurting for a long time but like this since April.

I have gone through 1 bottle of advil (100 pills), 1 bottle of Extra Strength Rapid release Tylenol (100 pills), a couple small containers of tylenol like 10 in each so either 20 or 30 pills, 600 mg pills of ib (whatever) my doctor gave (they looked like horse pills), a stronger medication (which was GREAT), and whatever I could get from others when I didn't have my meds.

It hurt that much.

I stopped now. Just dealing with the pain over the counter pills don't work anyway.

Plus my sleeping habits are BAD. I get 8 hours when I am lucky because I sleep in until like 1. Heh.

When I am tired I get goofy.

I was talking to Reis a while ago. I was trying to figure out how I could take a picture with my camera while using my camera (left out not having another camera). Yeah it was like WTF?

So I am out. Hopefully to slumber.

 

o.o

Oh man, I hope your shoulder gets better soon! D: That sounds just dreadful!

 

That doesn't sound the least

That doesn't sound the least bit good either *shudders* Try to figure out what it is before you do anything to it. And also...FIND another job! If that job is the reason your shoulder hurts like that, it isn't worth keeping the job. Try to go find a easier and better job that doesn't do so much work on your body like that.