My problem. Mhmm, I'm screwed.

Am i the only one who gets that feeling in their chest, that tightening that seems to crush your heart? And when you get it, you struggle to breathe and to calm down but you CAN'T FUCKING BREATHE and you CAN'T FUCKING CALM DOWN. And all you can do is pray it will stop because you don't want to feel that way.

And in the back of your mind is a person, someone you've been thinking of alot lately. Everything seems to be falling into place. You know how you feel, you know why you feel it.. But you're sure they don't feel it back. You're positive they want nothing to do with you in that sense. In my case, i think it's distance and age that are fucking me over. Infact, I know it. And in that case, I'm not able to do a thing.

Heh, I even went to Neph to talk, thinking he would shed light on it. Sadly, nothing can be done because I refuse to approach said person on how I feel. They'll read this and know I'm talking about them and I'll feel ackward the next time they message me.. But I'll feel relieved as well. I wish I knew just how they felt. But I don't think i can.

*sigh* Ok, I'm done for now. heh, crisis averted and whatnot. *shrugs* Maybe I'm just a dumb bitch. I think that's it. I'm just naive and fairly stupid. it's ok though. I'd rather be naive and stupid and feel like this then none of those things, and never had a chance to meet him. ^^


+Chance is a sap.

 

Sorry...

sorry to hear that. Sometimes these feelings (being in love) hurt. A lot. I doubt anything I say could help you right now, because you need some comfort and caring, and a preaching can't do that.

So here goes, I really hope this helps.

*BIG HUG*

 

Tell him if you haven't already

Sometimes being naive and stupid is the best of being anything. You make mistakes but you are always positive, you're always happy and you never seem down. You always look at the brighter side of things.

I've been thinking about love for a little while. There isn't much I could say about this but I can say something. If you really love someone, and he doesn't know that you do yet, tell him. Age and distance don't matter at all when you love someone. If they're ten years old and on the other side of the world and you love them, tell them and maybe they'll love you in return. It doesn't matter how far away they are or how old they are, if you love them and they don't know, tell them.

 

If he loves you half as much as I do it'll work out.

You're older than me and I live far away, but that doesn't change how much I love you. I'll find the guy and beat the crap(right, no cursing.XP) out of him then take him to you in a garbage bag then force him to tell you how he feels. Then I'll make some dip and we and watch the moving picture box together. <3