Nice guys finish last

Well i'm being nice and stuff....so why are people still mad at me? I wanna be their friend but they don't seem to wanna be mine. Everybody talks about people, nobody can keep a secret....what's wrong with us!?!

Like a cat in heat stuck in a moving car...Scary conversations shut my eyes can't find the break. What if they say i'm a cutter? Naturally i'm worried if i do it alone...but who really cares cause it's my life. I never know it could be great. Like a new cut pattern, i'm repeating myself. I know it all by heart, why am i standing in one place? Born to blossom, bloom to parish. I know i'm only known cause of my sex chromosome...I know it's so messed up how our society all thinks. But life is short, I'm capable......What am i waiting for? You all say to me, "Take a chance you stupid hoe." So what am i waiting for? Look at my watch now...I'm still a super hot female...With my million dollar contract......bet they're all waitin for my heart back! .....So what am i waiting for?

~ hACkeR