o sorry forgot to add

O that sucked I know. Im proud to be somethings. My sis always calls me a sick goth(even though I DO look it sometimes). That ticks me off im not gothic im just unique in my own way. You know Save Me by: Unwritten Law. That is so my fav song. It just describes me so much. Heres my fav part of it all..that does sound like me

I went Heaven
I couldn't get in
For what I done
I said please take me
He said your crazy
You had too much fun

Its like i dont believe in Christ anymore. I just got through life and pray and never get answered..im real depressed right now. I just hate whining
god thats ALL I EVER DO~! I need to stop. Its not making anyone pity me or try to help me. I never depend on anyone any more. I don't(try) not toy let ppl know how I feel sometimes or how they hurt my feelings because im sick of everything they do to me..whoo this sux

Like my new sig? Made it myself. Nightmare's was beautiful but I just wanted to something myself for once...all by myself. I love being alone now for some reason. I just find pleasure in not talking to Tyler when he calls and Mike when he calls.O and by the way me and the dick are buds again, we just try not to bug each other..the whole house thing is over. I just gave up and so did they. Ben is having a rough time though.
Hes getting really mad at hiself all the time.I just get sick of hearing all the crap he has to say about our freindship..so what? You put your hands on me you dont GOT me anymore.Wow im tired im going to bed

-Freak On A Leash