One Down, One To Go

(Cloudy)

Well thats one test down and one left to go. And i have to say that i'm not at all happy about that test. It was a hell of a lot hardrer then anything i saw coming, it was just a really mean test . I don't know weather or not i'm going to be able to pass this now, i'll probably have to come back and repeat the test AGAIN. I'm never going to get out of first year. I don't even understand why we have to do maths, i've heard from countless sources that we don't even use maths when we leave college, and this is the one thing thats going to stop me getting through college. I am not loking forward to the day that the results are released, i don't think i can bring myself to even look at whats going to be on it . ANd then theres the thought that i might fail my repeat again. That would mean that i have to repeat the whole year AGAIN. I don't think i can do that, if i fail and have to repeat again, i think im just going to drop out of college, cause my paitence has been tested to the limit this year, not only with just one class a day, but also having to listen to my friends b*tch and whine about each other, when you have as little time as i do, and your friends know about it then they're always going to come looking for you. I really hate being caught in the middle and this is not going to make it any easier, i don't think i can do this for another year, whats more if i quit, then theat 3 years of my life i've just wasted tring to get into a job that i can't do cause of one subject.
Anyway, i have structures tomorrow, so i think i'll be able to do alright in that as long as i study a bit, which i've been doing all year.

Brian

 

Dont worry! U mite have done alot better than u thought! Maybe the course u picked wasnt meant for u. Theyre are plenty more out there. This country is a tough country to get a job in. I'm repeating first year and i really dont want to repeat it again next year. That would mean that i'd have to do the same exam agin for the 5th time. Really, dont worry bout it! You'll pass!