one thing my daddy always taught me: Mind your own business

One thing my daddy always taught me was to mind my own business. And i've sorta keeping that. I mean yea when you mess with my friends I jump in but if i'm not close to you i'm not going to. End of story. Theres four people i'd jump on someone for at the moment, it used to be many but I found out the hard way some things aren't what they seem not recently but before. And lately i've noticed I have been breaking this little rule, so from now on. I'm forever minding my own business.

like my new siggy and avy..? thought so.

I feel the reason as it's leaving me no not again, quite decieving as i'm feeling the flesh make me bad.

My CD batteries are out, i'm pretty mad thanks to that. Nothing to listen to but TK101 on the regular radio. They play the punk music too much. MEH! Let me take this time to tell you I think labels such as "gothic" and "punk" are disgusting, And of all things I HATE PUNK MUSIC! Heavy metal..classic rock..there we are, that's the ticket.

It seems my journal is always filled with rants about music or some of the sort.

ummmmmmmmmmm April Fool's Day..heh ehh heh

April Fool's day is sweet! I love fucking with people. They get sooo mad, How I enjoy a nice sigh in exasperation from everyone.

Quote from Jessica Farren ( we're friends again) off YAHOO - Jesus christ Tiff you've changed alot.

Seriously I have. I don't know how, but people can't recognize me or even see me any more. They think i've changed completly. Could it be my new not-caring AT ALL attitude? Or mabye just my hair and clothes..? oh well things change, shit happens, and life turns into hell when you wake up in the morning. Welcome to reality.

Speaking of reality, have you ever thought mabye your living in it? Quit being whiney and stupid and get on with it. I have tried committing suicide 5 times this year. I have many reasons to of course, and i'll gladly name them if you ask. No one really has any but I think that I have a little bit of..can't find a word besides reason.

1. My mom abuses me
2. I'm different, and no one will except that
3. My dad died..a year ago..god I hate saying that.
4. My life is shit sometimes.

But yah know? A bad day doesn't always mean kill youself. I have good days, where I actually want to get up. And that's what I live for everyday, those days where I smile and act like nothings wrong. *holds up a joint to the sky* here's to the good times.


Have you noticed people's journal entries are only like 5 sentences LONG? Saying something very random or stupid and not relating to their day or what's been going on lately. That's the point of a journal, to write down your thoughts or whats going on at the moment. Jeez.



Love,
Peachy

 

some people DO write what their day's been like...its just GOOD stuff. dont really know what else to say about it