retarded

Okay i'm so tired..I ddin't talk to anyone and no one bothered to write me a email or send me a pm..gawd i just i'm up to HERE! With ma life.
I just wish I could just burn in hell already and get it over with.
Here's something gay I wrote

"Peices of papeer
i'll get rid of today
every little memory of you
has to go away"

"I hate those sloppy words
that were never true
that I had written down in ink
everytime you said I love you"

"I wish I could let the peices go
And I wasn't so hurt this way
cuz along with these words on paper
i am fading away"

I watched The Butterfly Effect today and I think that's what did it to me. I guess those kids were like me Ben, Mike, and sometimes DJ used to be. I was the girl of the group and we all did stupid stuff, and we finally got what we deserved..not look at us? You know i'm figuring out I can't trust anyone any more. It's like every thing I have in front of me RIGHT NOW....is so fake. everything..I just some times wish I would just fade away..Well lots of love from the country girl

-FOAL

 

you can wish and wish and it may never come true. If you wish for things to fade away..they can and they will..they sometimes just need to be told.

 

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You just need to.......ahhh never mind i guess my opinion dosen't matter

 

...sorry.....

that last post was utterally pointless just be true to yourself alright

 

If you fade away how can things get better for you?

 

Dont worry. Things always seem to get better one way or another. U jus gotta have a lil faith.