Riz and The Weekend

i was at my friend kit's house over the weekend and she wanted to show me a convo she had with some guy named riz. he was talking about stuff that she had no knowlege of. so i read it, and by reading it i knew that he and i could get along. he was just like me. so when i asked kit for his email address, she looked at her yahoo buddy list and said that he was on. i was so happy! i don't know why but i felt the biggest need to talk to him.

we started chatting on the internet and we hit it off with a bang. he is so cool! he listens to everything i have to say and gives the best advice. i have found some one who i can have intelegent convo's with. we both like rurouni kenshin and some other things as well. he is in nj and i am in ny. we are going to try to meet eachother during the summer. i cant wait.

when this whole friendship started, i told him that if anything happened we were just f.w.b.'s, and that i could not fall i love with him or like him more than a friend. i have a b/f and i dont think i want to break up with him. but, you see, i fall for a nice guy real easily, and i am trying not to get to attached. i mean, for crying out liud i have only been talkig to him for 2 days! but... i think my heart has already taken the jump for him.

i don't know what to do.

and to my tormenter:
if you feel i betrayed you, don't. i still like you too. just, maybe, not as much as riz.