rough night..whew am I CRAZY

can't sleep, wish some idiot besides Rags ^_^ would get online.. its like 1:49 am and i can't sleep..i hate myself sometimes..

Ok am i crazy

When i was younger i have this really weird what they would call " demonic attacks" or whatever..sorta like the Emily Rose thingy but a little less extreme, i just woke up in the middle of the night and saw things around my room, ghostly kinda stuff and couldnt move or anything...so my doctor prescibed me sleeping pills which i take every night almost

I take anti-depressents for panic attacks..(heart issues and depressed crap)

i take this stuff once in awhile to keep me from puking, mabye a year ago or at the least a few months ago, i was like bellemic or something. Not that I MADE myself throw up but my body for some reason made me upchuck every time i ate, i still do sometimes.dont ask me why.

and this other stuff..which i have no IDEA why i take, my mom says my doc said that i might have a cist or kidney stones awhile back..BUT WHY THE HECK SHOULD I HAVE TO TAKE MEDICANE FOR IT?..dunno why either. I just end up taking them every time i tell my mom my cramps are killing me..I think shes trying to make me overdose..

and something else besides that, i cant take little medicanes. Im really weak on some stuff. My anti-depressents are the least strong of all the other..its starts with a L. You see if i were to take mabye 2 advils..id get..all weird..and sick and stuff. really i can get high on almost anything..thats probaly why im such a drughead too ^_^

golly, im a bodily messed up person. I guess cuz my family has a loooong line of health problems..weird eh?

DUDE i keep thinking bout Jennifer (Jen Jen)..how she always wears her hair in a ponytail..and its sometimes is REALLY frizzy. and how shes skinner than any person ive ever been buds with. and how its soo funny that a pretty girl like her is in love with me..right now im calling her, heck people call me at 7o in the morning so it doesnt matter...

she picked up..*talking*

well i am sarcastic, that i NEVER noticed. but now i do..

Rags is sending me rock songs YAY..ROB ZOMBIE DIMMU BURG.. im so happy...

i wish jen was licking me ^_^ on the FACE..gosh you perverts

well bye bye people who WERE blocked are UNBLOCKED..yay..yay..yay

Love,
Dealer

 

[Wipes away nosebleed] Who said anything about being a pervert? ...Why do you want her to lick your face?

Wait, wait, I shouldn't ask questions I really don't want to know the answers to...

You might wanna talk to the doctors about your meds and make sure they wont mess up your pregnancy. You'd have to have any complications because of two little advil, ya know.

~W