*sigh*

i am with miguel again. i can't help it. i love him. the only thing is... i still want to meet and be with Riz. when i was with miguel yesterday, i could not stop thinking of Riz! like when i was kissing miguel i was wondering what it would be like to kiss Riz, so on and so forth. all i know is that i want to stay with miguel for as long as i can, and then when he gets married to that other girl, i am all Riz's! i'm just happy that Riz doesn't mind. i swear! why do i always end up having such crazy relationships?

p.s. riz is my new kenshin!
p.p.s. i got a laptop! an IBM thinkpad. Microsoft Windows 2000!!!