*sigh*

ok, at the time of my last entry, a LONG time ago..lol, i was in a fairly good mood...i always am when i spend time with *******.....*slaps myself in the face* anyways, i have been extremely depressed lately..mostly because i feel stupid..i cant seem to let go of ppl i know i can never have...argh
everything is so screwed up right now...i am in love with all the wrong people..maybe i should just give up on loving and live in lonliness for the rest of my aching days! but at the same time i have to have love...or at least some one to tell me that they love me even if the dont mean it...*ahem* we wont name names....
someone help...advise or addys would be nicelol
oh yeah, did i mention i am bipolar? yes, one moment i will be about to kill myself and the next i will be bouncing off the walls
i am happy when i play softball however, coach said i have a good chance at making varsity and im only a freshman!!! good for me
anyways someone get on msn..plz!!!!!!!!! like kaiyon or blue or bruce perhapsluv ya all
but i love kayasha more than all you beotches!!!
well, im out
s.o
sabrina j

 

sorry I couldn't get on msn, my stupid bro was hogging the comp.