Celebrations -sniff- I can't do anything right....Lys?

WAAA!!!!! man...... I can't seem to do anything right. I ceep messing up and now I'm just REALLY confused. I've lost my somewhat of a husband and now my sister's love is bugging me.... I've had opne bad day and I don't feel like I'm suposed to live in this world and Death seems to keep coming back to me. i hate my life and I know that my sister is going to thwap me for even thinking about Death right now for the facts of my life.... I still don't know what to do. I feel fairly alone even if Andesha is trying to cheer me up... Zahn (my husband) has left me. I'm not even sure if he will be my friend.

I'm sorry Lys... Even though you said you're not mad at me, I still must say that. i feel like i should be sorry... about something I 'm not sure of.

Oh, and Lys, Andesha says he never ment to hurt you, sister.... He still wont tell me anything though.... Sorry.

I'm writing paragraphs. maybe i should stop... but I come her for your guy's help.

Though.... just a question... who all would miss me if i was to kill my self because if keeps coming down to that for some reason....

Alright... Bai.

 

Dont be so tough on yourself hun!!! It can't be that bad that you have to end your life. Do you really want to end it ..when something wonderful can happen... where everything will be alright again? Everyone messes up and has their "bad days"
sometimes they just keep going, but the good ones are sure to come... and ya wont know ... if you dont give it a chance.
Your hubby left ya? Thats bad.... but his lost! Sorry if that comment made ya angry.
If ya really really wanna talk... im up for it. Wont make fun of ya.. and I will understand been there done that Your life is too precious.. and the ones that love you... dont take their shining star(thats you) away from them. (as korny as that sounds.. but is true)
Dont know you but will love to Everyone is special and I want to see why you are
Dont end it.. not worth it ....
neoblacklady

 

whenever I have a bad day and feel really shitty, I just go to sleep. things usually ldon't look so bad in the morning, and I always feel better for it.
nothing is worth killing yourself over, and you always have friends and people to turn to, you'll get through this


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erm... "Birthday June 25, 1989" from your profile..

how can you have a husband if you are only 13?

 

Thanks you guys.... The only thing Mordeth, is that I'm at school right now. So I can't sleep or I would. And no, that comment didn't anger me Neo Blacklady.... It's ok.... I'm just in a deep state of depresion.... sort of. ^_^

 

It's a family thing. -sigh- So yeah.... I've been married twice now, but i think my parents are begining to give up....

 

where are you from?

 

I live in spokane, washington.

 

um... yup.

anywayz, life sucks, deal with it. thats what i say . no ones life is perfect, just some are shittier than others. u just gotta deal with it.
yeah, and like mordeth said, sleeping is good, and, u know, now, its the holidays, so go out and do something u enjoy with your friends.
like, your life cant suck COMPLETELY, right? every one has good things in life, even if they are really small. like coffee lollys (well, I like them), but yeah. find tghe little things u like and put them all together, then, whenever u feel sad, think about all those things and try to feel better.
And if u feel the urge to, u know, kill yourself, dont. sure your life is ****, but dont be a tight-*** and just give up. life aint gonna get better just cause u r dead. even if life does get better after u die, u wont even be alive to enjoy it, so wats the point? right?

 

hey, dont kill yerself, cause, well, you wont get another chance at life. (hey, unless ya get reincarnated or somethin) but still, dont be to down about your husband, cause, you are 13, and thats pretty darn young to already have two husbands... (i'm 13 too... i know myself that i'm too young to get married) But, life will go on, you've gotta long time left to live! Dont waste it by killin yourself. Good things should come soon, and then everything'll be alright.

 

...no way dont do that....besides your 13 right? you have so much to look forward to. i have been down that road (kill-self type stuff) and i know how you feel. don't do it, i will miss you i don't know you but i would be really upset if you did go away.
.... besides were kinda all friends here right, like one big M2A family it would affect all of us.

 

Don't kill yourself!!! Cheer up! U still have lotsa friends and.......
I'm gonna go on and on for ages so I'll shut up before I bore you

 

Thanks you guys. I'm feeling MUCH better... *hugs* I don't have Death taking me anymore.... I agree, we are all family here, aren't we?

 

Yeah!!Of course! *hugs*

 

*sings and dances* we are family...i got all mah sisters an me....*stops and sits down like nothing happened* ok dont mind me :sweat2:

 

*lol* That's why I come here... It normally changes my mind. And it did yet again! You all are so fun to be around! It's better than some of the family I have here.

 

KUPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

good ta have ya back'
:sweat: do know whats in a kupo nut???

 

family, eh?
i already have 1 most horriblely annoying brother, and now u tell me i have another 200 or so more??
ARRRRRRRRR!!!!! (joking. yeah, i guess we are all family here)