talking

well im talking to Sabrina, Joey, and Gensai. They don't talk much. Talked to KAiyon tonight..hes still a asshole..j/k but really he knows he is. But you know what? Like if i am something someone calls me that, im not gonna say "you thingy mother thingy" thats just stupid, it gets on my nerves...hmmm hmm i got some piss me off people for ya'll

1# People who sit on their asses staring at me..
2# people who say they are big time dealers and they ain't
3# people who STEAL MY SHIT
4# fakes
5# everyone besides Gensai, Noodle and the people i talk to on MSN.I HATE the rest of you..j/k

im bored.. im starting to like working in the fields actually.. alot. I love Alabama, i really do. Its a great place full of people who know each other, i mean their isnt a single person im most likely not kin to. THAT gets on my nerves..you know? Korrisa may be kin to me? MY GAWD. I don't like her much anyway. Nikkie is my new pet..shes so..so..ugh.. dumb sorta..example

me: dude your hot( like touching hot, tempature)
Nikkie: are you flirting with me? IM always hot around you..
me: uh..yea baby.. how about you give me a kiss and let me see
Nikkie: um..... so you are flirting with me..?
me:.......

my gawd some girls just cant do shit right. I never talk sexy because i just cant..it makes me feel like a retard..really..the only thing i say is
(Noodle as my witness)
"come ere babe and let me tap that ass"
really i should've been born a dude..really..its sad..i should be BOY.. all i think about is GIRLS..why can't i STOP??...*chants*..im not crazy im not crazy.. ugh...man..some BIT me.. and it HURT...but i LIKED it.. no she didnt really bite me over the net..but i still liked it...shawang. iM such a perv right now, ive been talking to these idiots about stuff, no one BELIEVES ME.I DID..do her!! My gawd...you all don't believe me, but I DID. you think shes perfect but i tapped that girl!!! UGH!!!!!!!..im done forgive me..Man..gimmee some pills..some acid something.CALM me down NOW..pullllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzzzeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
..
HE who makes a beast out of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
I tried to drive all through the night,
the heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights.
No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

As I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights.
My hand is on the trigger I'm ready to ignite.
Tomorrow might not make it but everything's all right.
Mental fiction follows me; show me what it's like to be set free.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

So sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.
Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem.

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
These eyes won't see the same, after I flip today.

Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die,
we look up towards the sky for answers to our lives.
We may get some solutions but most just pass us by,
don't want your absolution cause I can't make it right.
I'll make a beast out of myself, gets rid of all the pain of being a man.

Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

So sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.
Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem.
I've known it from the start all these good ideas will tear your brain apart.
Scared but you can follow me I'm too weird to live but much too rare to die.

describes me..so well, NOW Gensai is really pissed..ooops..i made a mistake again.. i think im high..but then again.. no one can type and be high thats common sense..but anyway..*queer look* im tired.you know how Johnny Depp acts in that movie..POTC..well im kinda like him right now..okokokokokokokokokokokoko..ill chill.. everyone is freaking with me, right now i made one little remark about biting someone and they all went..*glare*..are you high? My gawd..i just started talking to this chik again. i wouldnt "bite" her yet..though shes mighty sexy..*growls*..ugh *goes under my pillow and dies*..IM ENGAGED DAMN YOU! STOP TEMPTING ME..!!!!!!!!!!!!! ..well ..im done..forgive me..*sighs*

lata

 

BREATHE FEMALE! BREATHE! and yes lol you do say let me tap dat ass a lot lol. i'm going to get you some get un high pills lol.. i don't even know if you can find some of those.

 

i wasnt pissed at all!!! *hugs her* I love you baby...